tired prayers

So I decided to put this here instead of other blog since it's more devotional than God thoughts, which belongs in the other one.

Went to prayer meeting today where I heard a friend-quantince talk more than I've heard him talk in more than 2 years O.o
But they had a nice little thing of reading the news and praying for whatever was on your heart.
I sat looking at the newspaper for about five minutes and could not stop thinking about how little I wanted to pray. I couldn't 'feel' it, it was like an assignment for a class that assigned busy work, I kept thinking about work and quizzes and studying and classes and how busy I was going to be tomorrow (very).

So instead I prayed for God to just let me have that hour to dedicate to him in prayer.

It was fruitful.

It was from the heart when I prayed for God to open my heart and let me be more vulnerable.

i am dead tired. Absolutely tired, lack of sleep headaches and all. But it was good. One of those moments when it feels like God is close.

I will do my devos soon, so I'll probably just edit this later. Later.

-edit-
I could not concentrate. My head is almost spinning from weariness. I read through a little of Psalm and the way each one cries out to the Lord.
I shall do that tonight as well.