A thought

not a devotion, but i will edit and add one tonight, but just a little thought.

I wrote about trying to bargain with God beforehand, and today I encountered something I desperately want and it was that time point where I could have thought - oh God, if you just give me this, then I will do more for you, give up this sin, do more devotionals, etc etc.

But in light of Urbana and the things I have come to terms about with God, if God exists, and Jesus Christ did die for my sins, and the Bible is true, and I call myself a Christian and believe in this... then I have nothing left to bargain with. Nothing. Because it's all his already.

Ack. Yeah.